SHaTteREd n BroKEn

life is a real let down isnt it.... dont u have days when u feel as if nothin can go right.. everythin u do is marred by mistakes and failure... u feel so down that u feel like lying down and pulling the ground over on urself.... thts how i m feeling right now. i guess the worst part is tht u just have to take it all on urself... me personally i cant let ne one else share the burden... its not "macho"... even when i feel tht i m slowing falling into an endless pit i can never reach out for a helping hand... but i must thank everyone who endlessly try to reach out to me.. i have to thank them for their effort. but in the end we all cant help feel tht tomoro is gonna be the same as well.... only time will tell and fate can decide....

EID Mubarik

hey all eid mubarik to u ppl. hope u enjoy the hols and may allah bless ur souls.

Long time no Blog

its been long while hasn't it. life has been a bit hectic with me for these past couple of months or so. m back home now for my hols but will be lyving soon for my studies again. my vacation didnt turn out the ay i thought it wud but heck life goes on right. major changes have come into my life. i started work and found that it was exactly wat i was looking for. actually its the same field in which i m studying in. i guess u really will find ur true calling. and i really think that i have found mine. life in overall is ok. as i said major changes, some of them earth shaking but i m trying to cope with them. still a bit raw from some of it. ne ways hopefully more on that laters. on to the main subject. i would like to explain to my dear readers y i havent been bloggin these past few months. the reason is i simply cudnt find the time. when one is studyin one has to give his/her one hundred percent to the subject which one is studying. kekeke. thats what happ to me. ne ways i hope u guys understand and hopefully more blogs will be coming out from now on. keep reading and gud luck in all ur ventures.

UFAAVERI AA AHARAKAH MARUHABAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A new year, a new beginning in life. What a way to greet the new year..... This year has been good to me so far. But the worst part was not being able to celebrate new year with my friends family and especially my gf. It is on such occasions that i miss my everyone back at home. the thought of all of us being together during previous occasions haunt me when i am over here. But it wasnt all a loss. I got to celebrate new year with a few new and old friends.

All in all this year has started with promise of a better future. It is the time to let go of old grudges and start a fresh start. I hope that this new found gud luck last throughout the year.

Ne ways as they say in our homeland... vahsalaam... until next time that is.. kekekekeke